That is me running to catch the bus.
Today sucked. I feel horrible., I have never felt more angry, frustrated, sad, embarrassed and put down in my life. I legitimately hate the kids in my Gov't class. I knew that I was never going to win VP elections but I decided to run for Judge. I could have been a Judge, but no because there are too many *insert mean words here* in my class.
To be nominated for VP you had to have been nominated and then someone had to second the nomination. Seth nominated me and then Josh seconded the motion. Then the *insert mean adjectives here* kids decided to nominate people so the end there were about eight kids running for VP. I received four votes, the kid who won received nine.
The VP of the class has to nominate Judges. He was nice enough to nominate Seth and I. This is were things turned sour for me. I thought that I could become a Judge easily but due to the cruelty of my classmate they made that impossible.
After someone is nominated the Face Cards have to have a majority vote and the Number Cards have to have a majority vote too. This...kid,(I am using so much restraint from not using curse words or any other mean words) suggested to the class that no one vote for me. It hurt to hear that, what hurt more is that other kids rallied with him on my side of the room along with his side. When the vote happened he lifted his hand up along with five others on his side. I lost because there are sixteen on his side. When it came to vote on my side everyone voted for me after this well liked girl in the class said that it was mean after my friends that it was not nice either. I won the Numbers but not the Faces. Then every single kid on who was nominated won too, including Seth. After four kids were accepted into being Judges they decided to a revote for me on the Face side. Another kid raised his hand but I needed half to win. These *very mean word* kids who sit in a row were making comments about it and the kid who suggested it too was saying things too. After my name was taken off of the board, one kid in the back of the row that did not vote against me said he felt bad, but I knew he was lying. Then another said that they should just give it to me but too late. I felt horrible, not because I lost, but because of how mean they were to me. I felt hurt, like I was not liked by them, which is true, but I though "Am I really not that liked?"
Am I really not that liked? Do people really not like me?
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